Her Heart's Thoughts

I want to touch on a sensitive topic and I'm not doing it because I want to piss anyone off, but I'm doing it because I want to share the irony about it. 'Weight' is such a sensitive topic amongst women. Everywhere we go, you'll find a woman who's having issues   with her weight and most of the time that woman wants to lose it. The irony about this is that I'm the opposite of it. I'm that girl who wants to gain weight and feels so bad every time I lose a Kg. I'm sensing the attitude. Yes, I'm the opposite.  Honestly it's not everyday that someone wants to gain weight but when I stepped on that weighing scale and it read 52kgs, my mouth gasped open. I couldn't believe it. I recalled several times telling Mr that I'm losing weight and he'll always tell me you look fine and I'll tell myself my clothes still fit me. But the weighing scale was the moment of truth for me.  Currently I'm weighing 52kgs. I'm ...

It's been awhile since I was last here, 5 months ago to be precise. I can't say have been busy with work. No! Honestly speaking have just been lazy. Lazy to write. This laziness has been showing itself in my life for a while now but I'm done with being lazy. However I don't know whether to call it laziness or a baggage. Whatever it was, I'm now done with it and back to myself. Each passing day Mr used to ask me, when are you going to write again. My answer as always was soon. I wonder why I write. Is it because I love writing or is it my way of pouring down my thoughts? Honestly I write because I just want to write. I don't consider myself a writer or even a good one. Writing is a way of healing for me. It's like a conversation I have with myself and the paper. I want to start doing it often. 'Ha Sido Un Tiempo' meaning It's Been Awhile. I want to learn a language and I'm thinking of doing Spanish. I love the way the Spanish people ...